Hye! I know it's been a long time since the last update... Yeah...
Well, I don't have the right time for to me write anything... But when I do, I don't have any idea what to write so yeah... That is my daily problems...
Okay, Back to our main topic about 'My problems with BOYS'. Basically, I'm a shy person and kinda quiet and I've noticed that. But, I'm just an ordinary girl whom has normal feelings towards boys unless.... You know what I meant right??
First of all, let me tell about Mr. Coincidence update. I'm not crushing on him anymore since I get to know that he's already has a girlfriend and yeah she is prettier than me. *sighs...
I'm having a crush on you,
Maybe it was out of the blue,
But my feelings towards you is undeniable true,
I may thought you were too,
In the end,
My Heart is crushing because of you...
Originally By: HaQiTa Batrisyia@Batrisyia Arashe
Well, that would be the last update about him... Perhaps...
Anyway, that's not what I wanted to talk about... Well, kinda but what I want to stress out is that I get this weird and unusual feelings towards some boys that I never even care of... NEVER!! Seriously!?
My first problem:
There was a boy whom confess to me that he likes me and even send me relationship request on Facebook. I turn down the offer as he was 3 years younger than me... [=.="] AWKWARD
I never know him or even see him before... Well maybe I did but I'm not sure if it was him. I was kinda shock that I've just realized that I met him during rehearsal ceremony at school. I saw his name tag and my face was like [O.O] Seriously?! That's the boy!! It was like months ago and I realized him now? Pathetic me huh?? Since that, I've started to fell awkward whenever I saw him... yeah... I know I'm lame enough to face this kind of situation huh? Whateverlah... hehe :P
My Second problem:
After I've no longer like Mr. Coincidence, my friends started to tease me with a nerdy yet 'jiwang' kind of guy which is a form 5 student. We called him 'Seahorse' because his face look like one... Haha XD I know I'm not supposed to laugh but it's the truth. His friends also got named by us... LOL... Enough of that... Umm, as I was saying my friends always teased me with him. At first I don't really care about it but I got annoyed sometimes when they always teased me like that even in front of our teacher. Then one day, I asked my friend about why do they like to teased me with him. They told me that, my friend's boyfriend whom is believed was Seahorse close friend likes a person from our gang/group... She said that, remember the time I told you that I've told Azem (her boyfriend) about we always teased our friends about Seahorse?? Then, Azem told her that Seahorse have feelings towards one of us (excluding Azem's girlfriend). They said it must be me and again my face was like [O.O] Really?? Seriously?!
Well, I don't think so because it's not obvious that he's into me... I don't really care though... But, I couldn't control my expression... Whenever I bumped into him, automatically I'm smiling but I try not to!! Argh...
[>.<]
My third problem (last one):
There's a form one boy who is a younger brother of my close friends which in the afternoon session. To be honest, the first time I saw him he was really adorable. I only consider him as my own lil bro since he is sooo cute!! hehe :P Okay, maybe I mess with him just a little bit by smiling to him when we bumped into each other. Haha :D That's it. Nothing much. After a while, I don't give a damn about him anymore. Then suddenly, I always met him if I have activities in the afternoon. I started to noticed that he always look at me whenever we met. Even from a distance I can see him like staring at me. I'm not being paranoid okay. It's really obvious. I'm just wondering if he had a crush on someone (I'm not hoping that it was me okay!!).
I know it was kinda stupid to write about these but I need to let it out... And now I felt relieved... hoho [^_^]
